still, still alive

i guess i’m still alive. between school, and blogging for one of my classes, my own blog got neglected. again. i know i stink. sorry folks. i don’t even know if anyone is actually reading this. i can’t blame you for giving up on this blog.

anyways, what have i been up to? well, for starters i discovered a heckload of gray hair. OH.MY.LORD! i guess i am really getting old. how timely and just months away from my 30th birthday. thankfully the gray is covered by the top layer of hair. my gray is sort of where men who go bald keep their hair, this semi circle from behind one ear to the other ear. gee, i never felt this…old. i look like i’m 18 and i feel like i’m going on 80. i am not old, i sort of know that, but the gray on my head screams at me otherwise.

i also felt a little under the homesickness-weather. my mom’s birthday, me missing friends and hobbies, not enough sleep, colder weather, and shorter days certainly added their share. i’d say i’m on the upswing now but christmas is coming up and that’s another tough cookie.

oh, and today for some reason (one may call it procrastination) i have this inner urge to be crafty. normally, i would sew to get this out of my system but since i can’t i’ve been scouring the web for pictures of wreaths, heck, i even went to the craft store around the corner to check out what they have. dangerous terrain….saddest part of it all, i can’t even pronounce wreath correctly so how can wreath making be my new thing???

so i guess this post is that of a moper being all mopey about life. yay, that’s me!

franzi

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