the life of a grad student

you may wonder what it is exactly that i do in grad school (aside from procastinating of course). well, here’s a little glimpse into my world this semester.

i am getting my master in international education (it’s my second master after having been out working for 5 years) and this semester i am taking a class on equity and equality in education, cranking out a paper or research proposal that covers an equity issue and explores how education plays a roll. it’s all pretty abstract, i know. i’m writing on children affected by hiv/aids and their limited educational opportunities. ultimately, the goal is to come up with a solution that would keep these kids in school thus enabling them to get a (better) education. every year in school helps.

the other class i take is on training design. ever participated in a workshop or a training? this class is about learning how to write a training manual and how to deliver that training. my training, albeit in a fictional setting, is for college kids who will intern in a country with a high hiv/aids prevalence rate. if you see a pattern you’re smart! ;-) i thought writing up the training manual would be an easy thing but it actually does take quite some time and with such a sensitive topic you can’t just schedule any funny group activity. participants have to trust each other first before even approaching the delicate topic of hiv/aids and personal behavior.

the third class i take (yes, i’m full-time) i program evaluation and that’s pretty straight forward: i am evaluating a project using tools and ways to think that i am learning in the class.

it’s a pretty hands on semester compared to the last but nevertheless challenging albeit in a different way. i have to think a lot more creatively and i love that. at the same time it feels like there is less rules, more wiggle room and that can lead to feeling a little lost in the assignments.

i love being back in school and i love the fact that after each class my head is spinning with ideas, questions, challenges to my way of thinking. i don’t love the fact that i have basically no income but i knew that going into this. it’s just amazing how used you get to having a pay check every month that allows you to have spending money. it’s a good thing i started to downsize way before i moved over here. i changed my spending and shopping habits, i looked at my needs vs wants when it came to purchases and that is helping me now. i find it important to be able to make that distinction especially when living on a budget. don’t get me wrong, i don’t have to sleep under the bridge or starve thanks to my amazing special someone. but if it wasn’t for him i would have a very hard time making ends meet. living in the nation’s capital is an expensive endeavor.

anyways, i don’t want to mope around, i just wanted to tell you what i am currently working on and why i am procrastinating :-) hey, it’s spring break, being a slug is somewhat allowed. ;-)

franzi

 

it’s ebay again! ooooh yeah!

history repeating…once again i am glued to ebay thanks to some auctions i put up. they are my last auctions before i leave and i hope to sell my things. if not they’ll remain at my mom’s forever.

this time i’m selling yet another dress, a halloween costume, my old cheerleading outfit and old simpsons comics. yes, i used to read comics. not for very long (about 1.5 years) and not overly enthusiastic but i kept the comics. now it’s really time to grow up so i decided to sell them. let’s see what some paper from 1997 goes for these days!

franzi

just furious

i am furious right now.

the hr person at work play her friendship card constantly. we were friends before she came into that position and every time things get tough she tries to make things easier for her (work related) by trying to persuade people on the friendship level.

right now i am basically being portrayed as a money hungry employee who not only leaves the company (and thus causes more work to hr and everyone really) but also dares to insist on certain bonuses to be paid that were agreed i would receive when i said that i would quit.

is it my fault that my overtime is being paid out instead of giving me the time off (as indicated in my contract)? no it is not! and i do not feel guilty for getting that money. it is hours i have worked and the option was to let me go sooner or pay me out. so what’s the biggy? oh and of course i am being warned not to mention to others that my overtime was paid out because oooooh others may demand the same. i never demanded anything. i just said there are two options, either i take the free time or i am being compensated for not taking that time off. period. things are that simple.

oh and suddenly the bonus that i was promised (despite me not being able to obtain it according to the contract since i am terminating early) is in limbo.

i don’t really know where all of this is coming from. actually, not true. i have an idea where it’s coming from but i find it highly unfair that things are suddenly turning on me.

and worst of all, the person who will take over my position will get part of the bonus that is now being in limbo! though that person has not done a f*cking thing towards achieving that bonus! can i get a collective WTF?! come on, say it with me, WTF!

i’m at a loss for words right now. i’ll have to count not only to 10 or to 100 to calm down but 1000 is more likely. gawd damn it what a mess.

franzi

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